Your insight on this subject is deep and meaningful, and shows how much thought you have given to weathering the storms of addiction and pandemic. And change, always change. The amount of it wears me down at times, testing my patience with myself and others. My own bouts of depression and anxiety still vary from day to day, encounter to encounter. I'm back to having a mask at the ready when I go into stores, not a welcome companion after only a few weeks of freedom....and do I even feel "free" in the world? Not yet.
I am hoping that our trip to Baltimore will happen next month, but trying not to count on it, lest some kerfaffle screws our plans up. I doubt that certainty is even possible, but hope is. You have my love and support, and I feel that from you in return.
Happy FIVE years!! You are the living proof of possibility and hope.
Your insight on this subject is deep and meaningful, and shows how much thought you have given to weathering the storms of addiction and pandemic. And change, always change. The amount of it wears me down at times, testing my patience with myself and others. My own bouts of depression and anxiety still vary from day to day, encounter to encounter. I'm back to having a mask at the ready when I go into stores, not a welcome companion after only a few weeks of freedom....and do I even feel "free" in the world? Not yet.
I am hoping that our trip to Baltimore will happen next month, but trying not to count on it, lest some kerfaffle screws our plans up. I doubt that certainty is even possible, but hope is. You have my love and support, and I feel that from you in return.
Happy FIVE years!! You are the living proof of possibility and hope.